I am tired of feeling like I am only mediocre at several things, and wishing I was amazing at one thing.
(As I'm writing this I'm watching my blue fish devour the dead carcass of the small black fish floating around my dirty tank.
I should have fed them more. Dammit. )
Onward...of course I tell myself all sorts of things I'm going to learn on my own and teach myself, and become amazing at. (The goal is to find ONE thing i'm amazing at, unfortunately I change my mind often). So I am left here still wondering and wishing what I should pursue. Right now I want to learn how to be really fucking awesome at playing the Mandolin, however I'm almost positive that this will never be the case. Which is fine, because that's probably not the thing I should pick. Or should it be the Harmonica? Nope.
Ok. I'm trying to think of something that I can do, and every time, every single time I do it, I succeed. And all i'm coming up with currently is curing hiccups.
So that's where I'm at.
