With a broken down car again, broke as a joke wallet, dying computer, and actively looking for a new job somehow i'm still managing to remain positive. I am very proud of myself for this. If I have faith, and stay positive in the end I know everything will fall into place and work out. Right now, it's hard to see, and it seems impossible to get there, but the second I let negative thoughts flood my head, I let them drown me.
I just pray that the day I don't have to live pay check to pay check will come sooner than later. I don't know what it feels like to have more than $100 dollars in my bank account for more than 2 days. I'm just ready to start my life and feel like my degree means something.
In the meantime, here at work i'm just going to focus on baking something delicious today. :) Maybe some oatmeal chocolate chip cookies?
big girl! big girl! big girl!
ReplyDeleteyou are staying positive and you are awesome! i sooo hope that nanny job works out for you and you start making some big bucks :)